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[Jan. 30th, 2010|12:35 pm] |
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Honestly, I really, really fucking hate my boss. I asked her for the week of spring break off and she said she had to check to see if it was okay. She hired someone new, therefore there are two people working there, and can manage. I worked with just her for close to two months. Spring break isn't until mid-March. I gave her enough time in advance to make the schedule work. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2010|02:07 pm] |
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I don't know why I'm so tired all the time. I mean, I guess I do. I love sleep but it feels like such a waste of time. I've had my sleep talking under control for most of this school year, but the last week or so, it's been really bad! Andy was over last week doing homework, and I took a nap. I apparently told him a fat kid was clapping and laughing behind him. Also, I sleep yelled at Dee the other night because I thought someone was in the apartment, and I kept saying that Emily wasn't a Kappa Delta. Last night I fell asleep watching TV at 10:30, got up at 11 and went to bed for good. I hallucinated/dreamed that Andy was there. I say hallucinated because I distinctly remember talking to Dee about it. Then, I sleep yelled at her again. Being such an active sleeper sucks because I don't get an appropriate amount of rest, even though I've been sleeping more this semester than I was last (it's easier when you don't have someone keeping you up until 4). Tom Anderson, my history professor, is so fucking boring. I couldn't keep myself awake. I fell asleep and I woke up to him yell teaching at me. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2010|06:37 pm] |
I'm happy. I don't feel guilty for it. I know all my friends from home think I'm pathetic because I always "need to have something going on" as my brother put it, but Andy makes me happy. I don't need him to make me happy, I can be happy on my own, but some things just happen. I deserve happiness after being miserable for so long and for all the bad luck I've had in the past year.
I think I'm going to apply to be an RA for next year. I won't have to drive and waste gas, free housing/meal plan, paid desk hours, and I feel like I would be good at it. Also might be going to Nashville with some of my sorority sister's on Friday, but we'll see. I don't want to get my hopes up. |
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[Jan. 18th, 2010|06:06 pm] |
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I want to quit life. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2010|03:35 pm] |
Starting to feel like shit all the time again. Kind of excited for the semester to get started again, but not really. Both my morning classes are as far as they could possibly be while still being within walking distance of my apartment. Seriously, Matthaei and Cohn are far as fuck and it's cold out. These factors may deter my attendance, or I'm just going to end up fucking myself over by paying to park in 2/on the street even though I have a pass for structure 8. My spanish teacher's name is Jesus.
The poker room is closed for a month and I was failed to be informed. I got my hours cut at my other job because we hired someone new, which sucks because my pay checks will be about $40 smaller, but is also a good thing because I won't kill myself at work anymore. I hope my pregnant boss has to go on pregnancy leave so I can take her job. She gets paid more than me and doesn't do ANYTHING, and she's a crazy bitch. Parents and children TRY to get her fired. She asks one of our kids if her brother took his medication EVERY FUCKING DAY (he has ADHD), and when a parent asked her not to do that anymore she said she's only ever done it once. Besides being unethical, I'm fairly certain it's illegal, and it makes the girl uncomfortable. I hate my boss. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|02:10 am] |
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I'm scheduled for eight shifts at work Monday-Friday. What the fuck. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2009|10:03 am] |
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I had a very nice/busy birthday week. On Sunday I had family over for cake and what not. Monday was uneventful. Tuesday the Pikes cooked all the sororities dinner so I didn't have to cook! After that, my big Caitlin took me back to her apartment and gave me my birthday present (a blue and yellow Kappa Delta hoodie) and I played with her awesome pit puppy. She freaked out because she was supposed to pick someone up after the Pike dinner, so we went to pick them up, and hey! It was a surprise party! My little gave me gifts too. Wednesday night I went out to dinner in Mexican Town with Brian and watched Up! He gave me the ring back, too. Up and a box of Gushers were the other parts of my present :). Thursday night I met up with Rachel and Emily in Royal Oak for delicious sushi. As soon as I got back home, I tanked out and slept for ten hours. So, Friday I had to skip Spanish to do my Geology lab and my family tree. I also ate a chicken wrap and some onion rings. When I got back from work, a present from Maria and my room mates was sitting on my bed. They bought me this dress and I love it! |
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[Nov. 7th, 2009|01:38 pm] |
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Last night was wonderful and terrible. Brian took me to dinner at Pizzapapalis (my choice), and to dessert at the Fondue Room. He gave me a promise ring. A very beautiful promise ring, not the kind you pick up at Target for thirty bucks. We got in a fight because he went through my computer while I was sleeping and found out that I hung out with someone that he doesn't want me hanging out with (this boy Nick from my Spanish class), and consequently took the ring back. My heart is aching and I don't know what to do. We've been having problems lately and I felt like he thought the ring was a crutch that would fix everything, but it wouldn't have. And then, since I lied to him about hanging out with Nick, I made things worse. I'm confused because he betrayed my trust on a much deeper level than I did, but he knows how to make me feel like I committed the most villainous sin. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|08:31 pm] |
I scheduled my classes for next semester. Spanish 3, Intro to Fiction, World Civilization to 1500, and Swimming with Kyle Schanta! Fourteen credit hours puts me at exactly where I should be. Phew. |
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[Oct. 25th, 2009|10:08 pm] |
Things are going better with Brian. I got offered a job waitressing at Frittz' Pub in Mt. Clemens while I was at work last night. If they ever contact me about it again, I'll take it in a heart beat. I'm broke as hell. All my tips went to gas and groceries, and rent is due this week. I miss my kitty and I got a new phone. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2009|11:12 pm] |
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My relationship with Brian has turned to shit. All we do is fight and I'm really depressed. I hate my jobs. Work + school + boyfriend problems = overwhelming me. I just want to do something reckless and maybe I'll feel better. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2009|02:09 am] |
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School is killing me. I've had sixty three pages of Spanish homework this week. I spent two and a half hours in the geology lab today. At least I got a 95% on my lab quiz. I'm considering quitting the latchkey job because I don't get paid enough. I love it, but my first week I made as much in a week as I did in a day of babysitting. Plus it's interfering with my studies. I don't know. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|04:04 pm] |
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Travis' truck wouldn't start on the way to work today. I called public safety who transferred me over to the parking office who didn't answer the fucking phone. Anyway, I called them back and they sent someone to come jump the truck, which didn't do anything. Now my parents are making me pay to get it towed and fixed. Fuck them. They're the most god damn selfish people I've ever met. Also, it's going to be "very costly" because I'm parked on the third floor of the structure and they can't fit the tow truck in there. This is the biggest load of bullshit I've ever had to deal with. I was less upset when I crashed my car. I'm probably going to get fired from my job for not being able to show up this week. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2009|10:52 am] |
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A friend of the family died last night. She was young, only 32. She was a friend of my older brothers (and dated one of them, but the other one was in love with her), and used to babysit Travis and I. When we didn't need a babysitter anymore we watched her kids once in a great while. She's a single mom with two children. It was very unexpected because she had no life-threatening illnesses. She had nausea and a headache, so her brother took her to the hospital. She died within ten minutes of arriving. This just breaks my heart. |
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[Sep. 11th, 2009|05:54 pm] |
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Today I got into a car accident on the way to work. The school I work at is on the far east side of Detroit on Alter Rd. off East Jefferson. If you're not familiar with this part of Jefferson, it's seven lanes. I was stopped at a light on Jefferson in the furthest left lane and it turned green, I started go to. This guy pulled out in front of traffic, I assume he was going across all of the lanes to make a left, and stopped with his car entirely perpendicular in the two right lanes, he waved me on to go, so I started to go, and he proceeded to hit the gas and drive directly in front of me. I was going maybe fifteen miles an hour, slammed my brakes, and hit him broadside (he was going a lot faster than me), and he took off. I wasn't going fast enough even for my airbags to go off but my front bumper is fucked and the hood won't pop. His car is probably more fucked up than mine and I don't think he had insurance or else he wouldn't have taken off. I waited for the cops at Indian Village Marketplace and the officer was a nice white male from Chesterfield. I didn't get a ticket or anything, and hopefully I won't have to pay a deductible since it was a hit and run. The only shitty thing is now I'm going to have to take my dad's truck to school/work this week. I'm absolutely fine though. |
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[Sep. 5th, 2009|02:32 pm] |
I have no respect for people who say they don't like reading and/or don't read in general. This includes people who say they have no time for reading, especially those who spend hours watching TV every evening when they get home from work/school. Moreso, I have no respect for parents who don't encourage their children to read. Kids that don't read have a limited vocabulary, trouble spelling, and shitty grammar and mechanics (particularly when writing). Also, houses without bookshelves piss me off. Read something, anything.
It's also fucking stupid to talk like this "awwwwwh, thts rly cutttte<3" |
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[Aug. 27th, 2009|11:30 pm] |
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Fuck yea! The seven hundred odd dollars from my grant is being disbursed to my bank account. I'm so damn happy, last night I dreamt about money problems. |
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[Aug. 20th, 2009|05:14 pm] |
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I'm probably an idiot for taking two jobs with my sixteen credits. Whatever. At least I won't have to worry about money, right? |
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[Aug. 14th, 2009|08:40 am] |
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Mrs. Wyss played poker for 7 hours yesterday. |
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[Aug. 10th, 2009|11:27 am] |
I just got two board of governors grants from Wayne so I no longer have tuition I need to pay! Plus, it went $700 over so hopefully that will get deposited into my bank account for text books or next semesters tuition. I'm really excited because I've been working so much and spending next to nothing so I'll be able to pay rent throughout the year without worrying. I'll be working probably 20-25 hours a week doing the latchkey thing, and one night a week at the poker room.
Brand New tickets go on sale at 1. If I don't get one, I'll fucking shoot someone.
**edit**
No one will get shot. I got two tickets for myself, then I had to order them for Dee. I did it in this order because she's already seen them two or three times so if they sold out quickly (and they did), I'd be set. I know that's selfish, but they've been one of my favorite bands since 7th grade and I've never gotten to see them. Anyway, I went to buy her tickets and they only had one general admission left, so I got her one general admission and two balcony(for her sisters, I'm guessing). If there's a problem, well, she's in India. |
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